Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I'm leavin on a Jet Plane!

Tomorrow I head out to Japan and gosh am I nervous! I am nervous for a lot of reasons. Leaving my home country for one. Flying for over 24 hours is another. But the main reason I'm so nervous, or should I say sad, is saying bye to my family. Oh gosh I know that this is going to be the only hard part for me but I really hate that I am moving SO far away. I said bye to Molly and Ben on Sunday and unexpectedly, I got really upset. I don't know why that suddenly came on. I know I'm going to talk to them a lot but it's not the same as living a drives distance away. It makes it kind of hard you know? Don't get me wrong though, I am SO excited to see Mike and officially set up our house. And to have a job...and basically start my life. But the anticipation of it all, the unexpectedness, the foreign reality of what is to come makes it quite difficult for me to swallow. I still feel like I moved back to the states where everyone spoke English and I was able to buy any clothes that I wanted at any of the stores. Now that will all be more of a challenge. I just have to get used to it all I guess. And I am...but I don't think I've ever related to the expression "Bittersweet" until this moment. 

To my many friends that read my blog, can I just say how sorry I am that I didn't have the chance to call you before I left? I know I have the time to type this post but I sort of feel guilty talking on the phone when I only have a couple hours left to spend with my family : ( I will definitely call you when I am in Japan but right now, so much has been going on that I really haven't had the time for a much needed friendly chat. Relating to the subject, let me post my phone number in case you guys ever want to call me: 404-478-4605. This is our home number with an Atlanta area code. I've told you all already that it's a stateside number so please don't be hesitant to call because it won't cost you anymore than it would to call my old number! 

Also new in my life is a NEW BLOG! I really don't like the address that I use now (what the heck does "snippetsfrom2284" mean anyway?) So I've been working on a new blog for the past couple of weeks. There are no posts on it yet but if you have the time, could you please change me over to this address? http://thequinn-tessentiallife.blogspot.com/
Once I get to Japan, which will be Thursday night your time and Friday morning my time, then I will start typing on that one! 

I really will miss you all...and Barnes & Noble, The Cheesecake Factory, and the many glorious malls that surround our country...but I hope to post happy experiences of my next new beginning for you all to read!

xoxo, Bridget

9 comments:

mandahugandkiss said...

good luck bridget! i know that you may seem nervous about all of the change, but i know that you and mike will have a wonderful start to your life in japan! many times my mom moved from country to country following my dad and it was the best life we all could have imagined. - amanda

Rae said...

Oh, Bridget--my heart goes out to you, and my prayers will travel with you!! Let the adventure begin....

Becky said...

miss you Poo!


Sorry that's all I got right now...

Emily said...

Good luck! We'll be praying for you...how nice to be reunited with Mike and on a new adventure!

Kirby said...

AHHHH!!! Are you really gone? I knew this day was coming but I can't help but have a huge lump in my throat when I think about the unknown time when we will see each other again! Sad. But I am so excited for you at the same time. This is going to be such an adventure for you and Mike, you will make memories that you will cherish forever. Call when you get a chance or at least let me know what the time difference is so I can call you. Good luck, keep us posted!!

kelsey said...

I know how ya feel chica! Give it time, it'll be all good when ya get there! : ) (at least thats what I tell myself, haha) Have a safe trip!

Unknown said...

Hey we need to chat...I don't want to call at like two in the morning so what is the exact time difference? I miss you!!

Kirby said...

Hi that was me that just left you a message...I was on under my friend Susan's account...

Unknown said...

Please fix this blog since I'm now getting your phone calls at midnight thanks!
Oh and Kirkland AFB family housing is trying to get in contact with you..